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I GOTS A JOB!!!!!!!! and in other news....

I GOT A JOB!!!!! WOOOO! ok now im done :)

*screams* ...you know the saying.."it cant get worst"? It needs to be changed to it always gets worst. Just when you think things are alreayd rock bottom, someone decides to step and crush ur rib cage and plow u futher into the rock. I just found that I left my bag with my wallet and uhaul contract in my new place...I dont have a key for it. The truck is due at ten it has to b at a full tank (which i dont have the money for) and this is drving me INSANE!

One good tiny thing happens......

So idk wat to with myself lately. I have been trying to not care about certain things that have been bugging/urking me. But its alot haarder than i htought it would be. So now I cant sleep, cuz of these certain things. I have a final in the next day. These things seem to know when i have something important coming up...and just seem to fuck it up. I am moving room where I am currently living soon but I am worried about again the money and getting to class on time cuz im father from school...g...

So my uncle calls me back and tells me that my old computer fried the memory and no EVERY-F*CKING-THING  is gone, resume, special pictures, things i saved so i wouldn't forget on for costume ideas...GONE! Its one thing after another with me... YYYYYY is it alwaYS FUCKING ME!!!!  I did not need this...

OMFGoth! Will tomorrow hurry the f up?! I Have my bumble bee shoot tomorrow morning and then i get to wear my new lolita outfit all day friday and then i get to make val day gifts for my bf, choclate dipped strawbeerries with caramel drizzle with some wine and fresh cinnamon buns when he comes in the morning. *sigh* im so excited :-) And he is coming with me to my schools snow ball. The closest thing to a prom for college students lol. I was really surpised that he said yes to a dance. He did...

So life needs to end epically. Everyday so far this week has been almost pure hell. Is it possible that i am never suppose to be happy?  I lose my only other form of id this weekend, i pissed off my bf when I try and tell him how im feeling, I finally get the nerve to tell my roomie how i feel and then he goes and brings this stuoid chick I hate over after i just come back from a horrible day at work. He sayin "im sry" if he really was he wouldn't have done it. My bf isn't talkin to me r...

Hey I'm a blog whore at the moment. I'm at worj with nothing much to do. There is no one on aim...its saturday..come on ppl! So i might as well blog about what the hell im feeling. Well im not feeling much but a little pain. I got my new lip rings and they are a bitch to get used to. But i look haaauuuggghhhtttt XD I'll post some pics on my myspace when I feel my cam whore self coming out. :D If you want my myspace pm me :D

So...I need to get this out so bare with me. I have tried my hardest not to talk about it but ppl had to know sooner or later. 2009 screwed me over one last time before 2010. It epically pissed me off.  1st I had to go home for x-mas...I hate my family, 2nd my aunt decides to be the grinch on x-mas morning and yells and screams at a little 6 year old takes aways his toys yells at her own daughter making her feel like she shouldn't have even had my little cuzzin and that it was her f...

Have you ever felt for like a brief sec in your life that ur just butt ass Oogly? Not ugly...but OOOOOGLY lol I felt that way last night. I told one of my friends (u kno who u are *uber epic stare*) and they said u aren't ugly, y do u feel that way? blah blah blah...started throwing all these ?'s at me (no these are regular friends not deviants XD). I guess I felt that way cuz I was being "upstaged" by other peeps. Damn my "i need to b prettier then those other bitches" complex is showin...

Winter break is finally here! Finally i can relax!!! I found a new photog so during break I will be shooting the numbug 5 set. :-) Wish me luck...hopefully i won't b rejected...knowing how i screw up so much -_-

So my bumble set won't be going up this year. I have to re-do it. Sorry people. -_-

Why does it always seem like things are happening to me? Y is it I take 1/2 step forward and 20 steps back. I am late on my rent by a month, I still don't have enough money to pay for the late fee's, last months rent, this months rent and the the deposit i still owe. My uncle was suppose to help me over a month ago. I was waiting and waitng and waiting and now he won't pick up his phone. He doesn't call me backl after I leave messages. My other family doesn't even have enough money to he...

I found the guy of my dreams..finally! Lets just hope the damn thing lasts. We are hea dover heels for each other tho so im very happy with this relationship. He drove two hours just to come see me and ask me out yesterday(fri dec. 4). He makes me laugh everytime we talk everytime im around him im at easy and everytime he walks away my chest tightens because i don't want him to go. He is amazing in everyway and i hope we last till we get old :-) Nova thank you for helping me out with my prob ...

I found out that i have to be at intership at 5am est. I ahve to wake at 3:30 am est  just to get there...and i don't have a car either.  My roomie made me feel like crap when we went to the mall. But the minute we got home he tries to touch me like what he said and did was ok. Like the slutty idiot i am i buckled and let him touch me...but no sex. I'm not some doll he can f*ck when ev he wants. I wish i didn't like  him and i really do regret having him liv...

My set just got uploaded yesterday! (wednesday) I am so freakin excited! *jumps up and down*

*drool* I got to talk to lexicon, quinn, jaden, AND chibi...i was in heaven this weekend. *faint*

I'm sick *cry* and everything is just going down hill right now...:-( I need help...

My photographer is holding my pictures hostage :-( *cry* I just want to b a deviant...is that so wrong! :/

Photoshoot complete! Now i have to wait a week till he finishes editing/ sends it in and such....ugh i hate being Impatient lmfao

My bumble bee shoot is tomorrow ealry morning...I hate waking up early lol. I'm so nervous!!!! *breaths* After this I hope me and zerk will be able to do a shoot together but his cyborg costume will b uber hard...so I might go ahead with numbuh 5 cosplay 1st then see what happenes :-) Wish me luck lmfao

WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! My shot got postponed!!! *cry* Till this sunday then *sniff*

Lmfao I already know what my next set after bumble bee will b! Number 5 from kids next door all grown up lmfao! I;m sooo excited :P

Rawr means I love you in dinsour lol. I need an idea on how to do my prop for my set ubergrr!

Life blows sometimes it really does...I hate being impatient. Message me on myspace I'm bored! XD

Omg I have never been this frustr...ok thats a lie...im am really frustrated right now, school, work study, find an intership and finding a 9-5 for the masses is a biz-itch. Relationship troubles are a bizzle as well. *sigh* I hope things go right soon.